Mom, Gender, Transseksualizm, Transseksualizm [EN]
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Mom, I need to be a girl
by Just Evelyn
Translations:
Deutsch, Español, Français, Português,
Webpage and PDF composition by Lynn Conway
Mom, I need to be a girl
Copyright 1998 Just Evelyn
Illustrations Copyright 1998 Andrew Wahrmund
Walter Trook Publishing
276 Date St.
Imperial Beach, CA 91932
Editing by: Dawn trook
Cover Idea: Julia Kate Morgan
Cover Illustration: Andrew Wahrmund
All right reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in
any form without written permission of the author.
*
Some names have been changed to protect the innocent and
the incompetent.
Printed in the United States of America
First Edition
Library of Congress Catalogue Card Number; 98-84-72
ISBN: 0-9663272-09
*Electronically reproduced here with permission:
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DEDICATION
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I want to thank all those who helped make this book possible. My mother Clela Fuller Morgan
who did much of the typing and organizing of the stories. Thanks to all my children for making
my life interesting. Thanks to the Writing Center. Thanks to my friends who listened and
encouraged me: Tom, Lorne, Susan, Caroline, Walter, Dawn, Kelly, Karry, Serena, Hallie, Elena,
Janine, Dave, Andrew, Jenna, Joyce, Brent, Michelle, Nicole and too many others to name.
I also want to thank those special people who stood by Danielle and helped her through this new
part of her life: My sister, and Denise, Laura, Miguel, Gloria, Diane, Danica, Joe, Joni and the
members of the New Images cast.
CONTENTS
Introduction................................................................4
Part I Anguish
.............................................................5
Part II Learning
.........................................................19
Part III Accepting
......................................................32
Part IV Finishing Touches
.........................................43
Letters from Family
...................................................62
Advice to Teens.........................................................66
Advice to Parents.......................................................67
High School...............................................................67
Counseling.................................................................68
Endocrinologist.........................................................69
Electrolysis................................................................70
Surgeons....................................................................71
The Vultures..............................................................71
Glossary.....................................................................72
Reading Recommendations.......................................73
Resources...................................................................74
Recent photo of Danielle
...........................................75
Rear cover
.............................................................76-77
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This book is dedicated to my new daughter who has taught me so much about being brave and
true to oneself.
INTRODUCTION
You are about to read a rare true story about a young boy who received a kind of help from his
mother that some children need, but almost none receive.
Danial should have been born a girl. In these pages, you will meet Daniel's father who believes
that sexual reassignment is against God. You'll follow the fencing matches with bureaucrats, and
the contest of wills with councilors whose skills are so often limited to dream-obstruction and fee
collection. Most importantly, you'll read how Daniel's courageous and superbly understanding
mother helped Daniel to become the charming, irrepressible Danielle, despite a globe full of
minor tyrants, tunnel vision functionaries, buffoons, finanancial opportunists, and misguided do-
gooders trying to prevent it.
I have finally met Danielle now 19, after having heard and been entertained by her exploits every
week for months during my electrolysis sessions with her mother. I am deeply impressed.
Danielle's fitness for life as a teenage girl and success at it, as well as her happiness and maturity
bring glad, wistful tears to my much older eyes--wistful, because I, too, am a transsexual.
I lived through Danielle's childhood experiences of having the wrong body, but because I grew up
in teh 50's and 60's, and because of the less communicative, sexually repressed atmosphere of my
family, I had to go through full male puberty, attend male gym classes, deal with bullies, and miss
out on many years of shopping and dating. I hit every stump, bramble bush and pothole that waits
for us folk who hack our way along the wrong road of life.
But it's 1998 now, and things are changing. Danielle's experience is one of the first in what
promises to be a new and better era for people like her and like me.
Hallie Horowitz
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Something to tell you mom . . .
PART I.........ANGUISH
"I need to talk to you Mom. I have something to tell you, but I'm afraid you won't love me any
more." My fifteen year old son lay down beside me on the bed in our usual family conference
tradition. The children knew they had my undivided attention when I was already in bed.
I assured him that no matter what he told me, I would still love him. He hemmed and hawed and I
thought he might be going to tell me he was gay. I had suspected that he was gay for years and
had hoped such a conversation would take place sometime so that we could get involved in the
gay community support system. However, he had something entirely different on his mind.
He said, "I need to be a girl. I'm a girl inside. I like boys but as a woman would, not the gay way.
I have felt this way for years, and you know how feminine I am."
I So this was what he had been upset about the last few months. At first I didn't know what to say.
I hugged him and thought, "Oprah Winfrey, where are you?" I rarely watched television, and
daytime talk shows even less, so I had not been exposed to this issue before. Everything seemed
to move in slow motion. I felt my life was taking a definite turn; I knew it would never be the
same again.
After a long silence he asked, "What are we going to do?"
"I honestly don't know what to do, but I'll find out," I answered.
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